What is going on this week. I’ve been a royal b! all week. I don’t know what’s going on with the sun and the moon but they need to get it done with already! I’m not one to blame my mood on anything but this week I can’t help it.
To digress… I’ve had a great week with my kids. I should be grateful. We spent the week at the lake but I’ve been in such a funk. I can’t help but think maybe it’s me not wanting to let go of summer.
I love summer and don’t want it to end. Maybe knowing that the mid-August blues have gotten to me. It’s like Sunday blues just 52 times worse.
I enjoy this time with my kids no schedule no rush. I’m not quite ready for them to go back to school, not ready to say goodbye to summer. But if I have to read one more summer bucket list I think I’m going to gouge my eyes out. I don’t need any more pressure or expectations of what I did or did not accomplish this summer. To be honest I do NOT want to go strawberry picking with my kids. I’m just as happy buying them in a grocery store rinsing them and serving them. One fruit. Check!
I just want to read a magazine… a whole magazine… in one sitting. While I sit outside preferably my kids inside. Peace and quite. Figure out what some random celeb is wearing and have a few moments to myself.
So if it’s the moon that’s making me crazy or the thought of summer ending or my fourth and last baby entering school I want to hold onto these last days of summer enjoy it and embrace my bitchyness .